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Life's a bitch; but what to do? 

You'll just have to accept things and carry on living. 

Have you ever thought whether there's sucha' term called "Friends forever". 

You know? It's like many girls or maybe boys as well, have been saying that since i don't know when, probably in primary school or something? I've been contemplating about it. Maybe there is, maybe there isn't. To me, there isn't. Well.. maybe 20% yes 80% no. 

For me, i haven't been contacting my primary/secondary school friends. Maybe you can call me an anti-social bitch or maybe my attitude suck until nobody wants to befriends with me, i don't care. 'cos i know it myself, for who i really am. 

Like what one of my friend says. She said, 

"Honestly, you say what you feel, never fake up stupid things just to make people like you." 

Yeap, that's what i am. If i find that you're being a pain in the ass, i will tell you off. If i feel that you have to change for something, i'll tell you off. You can call me a straightforward person, but that's because i'm an AB Blood. So if you're an A or B or O, you suck!! LOL! AB is the special one! If you don't know what i'm talking about, please go google about it. 

Then again, why would i want to fake things up to make people like me. People should like me for who i am. To be able to accept my flaws. To be able to encourage me in changing. So i'm guessing, people who talk about my flaws behind my back are the ones who can't accept it and that they're not a true friend? 

So if anyone of you (Sistas/12Respects) who reads this and feel guilty, don't be. Because i believe and trust that you all are not that kind. (:

Anyways, i just hope the friendship between us Sistas & 12Respects will last. 

Sorry, i just felt like talking about it cos the other day xiaovin, xiaojing and i were talking about it. Been thinking about it, so yeap! 

It's a Sunday and i have been on bed since last night because apparently, last night i was out shopping with xiaovin, xiaojing, xiaoying, her sister and riceyclarice. One by one left leaving me and xiaovin. Then both of us decided to have ayam penyet for dinner, so we had it at one of the coffee shop opposite Bugis Junction. I'm guessing it's because of that, that lead me to having to vomit and diarrhea. Gosh! I had a very hard time this morning at 5am in the morning doing it. 

I'm sorry, I'm not trying to be racist or anything, but Malay foods are always dirty. Okay maybe not for some like those in the restaurant. But in coffee shops especially, most are. Those really old ones. Chinese too. but those handled by China people. Ugh, whatever. If any malays/china people read my blog, i'm so gonna get backstabbed again. LOL! My image is so gonna get tarnish. Oh well~~ 

Told my cousin about it and she said that i cannot eat Bugis's food. Especially the ones opposite Bugis Junction. So true. The last time was steamboat with the sistas at "Tian Tian" (china). and i got diarrhea. LOL. 

I'm feeling better now, definitely. hopefully, all goes well and then i can go to school tomorrow. Don't want to miss any lessons now that submissions are near. Doubt i can do any tonight. 

Okay. BYEBYE! 

p.s Don't be a pussy for god's sake.