You'd probably not know...

Never ever someone who have the ability to affect  my mood for the whole day. 

Never ever someone who have make me feel happy with just a simple "hello" on text. 

Never ever someone who have cheered me up when i'm down or when i'm facing tough situations. 

Never ever someone who have make me feel so great. 

Never ever someone who have looked at me in the eyes that way. 

Never ever someone who have hurt me by saying rash words. 

Never ever someone who have taught me to see things in a different perspective. 

Never ever someone who have strengthen my patience level. 

Etc. 

Yes, i like that someone. But unfortunately, life is never fair. I've always been in such situation. And till today, if it happens again, i'm just numb to it. (The reason why i have trust issues.) Whether or not if you want to be the next person to hurt me (it's like reopening my wound and sprinkling salt all over it), i really can't be bothered because then again, there's a saying that says, "When you love a person, you're willing to let him/her go." Since i like you that much, i'm willing to let you go, but provided if you want me to. (Obviously, i won't want to because i'm the type who wants to maintain good relationships.) 

I've said this before and i'll say it one more time. No matter where this boat sails us to, we'll see how it goes. Let nature takes it course. And i thank you for the good things and i apologise for the bad things i've done.